| Monday, April 20th, 2009 |
Monday
April 20th, 2009
5:00pm |
When did life get so complicated?
Senior year is driving me bananas.
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| Wednesday, June 25th, 2008 |
Wednesday
June 25th, 2008
7:55pm |
I´m in Mexico silly
So i come home on Saturday and I feel like i didn´t live up my vaction at all.
My grandma is so sick, she doesn´t recognize us and she doesn´t even want to eat all she does is sleep and talk to herself all day and its so sad to see someone suffering like that. I dont´even remember the last time I cried this much. People shouldn´t have to suffer like that. My mom says that her ticket to heaven is direct and she cries and cries.
Some of my moms friends came to visit her and we all went to the beach and of course all the kids liked my sister better it was pretty pathetic. Even the 16 year old kid lauged at her jokes and just stared at me when I tried to talk hahaha. But it was okay I didn´t like them that much anyway. The ten year old called me a bitch and would hit me when she felt like it and í mostly just stood there in shock ahahha. The baby was cute though even though he would run in the street.
I come home on Saturday I hope the rest of the summer isn´t as depressing as these first two weeks have been......
EVERYONE here has a motorcycle I have two full days to find me someone to let me ride theres. |
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| Thursday, June 5th, 2008 |
Thursday
June 5th, 2008
8:12pm |
so much better
I've never felt so betrayed by a friend. The thing is I can't even tell her because I have no back bone to tell her I'm upset about it. Oh well there goes Laura for you. |
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| Sunday, April 27th, 2008 |
Sunday
April 27th, 2008
8:26pm |
He grossed me out so much on Saturday, I still get images in my head..... |
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| Monday, March 24th, 2008 |
Monday
March 24th, 2008
10:58am |
I went to Kaiser today to get my ex ray done. I felt completely exposed I don't know why. Maybe it was the way that the technician was so impersonal and told me to stand there and stuck those lead shields onto me to protect my ovaries from radiation I guess. I don't know I just felt disgusted afterwards. Hopefully my Scoliosis isn't that bad so I won't have to go back. |
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| Sunday, January 20th, 2008 |
Sunday
January 20th, 2008
8:48pm |
Friday I went to Monica's house for about two hours and we chilled in her room for most of the time and talked about thingggs. Then her dad offered me a sandwich and I kept refusing, but then I finally accepted. ahha I forgot how good of a cook he is, even if its just sandwiches. Then she came over and we watched science of sleep, but at 10:30 I was falling asleep like a grandma so we went to bed. The next day we played wii made pancakes and finished the movie. Then we went to Mimi's Cafe because my grandma likes it and then I took her to see Juno because she hadn't seen it yet. Then we took her home. She got me superbad I think I'll watch it tonight if I can't sleep. I want to marry Michael Cera. Then today I went to work, then I went to target. I got home, studied for a while then gave up and watched sports center in Spanish. hahah It's almost nine, so I'm going to watch futbol picante. Tomorrow I will study for long periods of time on account that my mom is leaving to go to laundry because or washer is broken. :// MY EYE TWITCHING HAS NOT GONE AWAY YET! |
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| Thursday, January 17th, 2008 |
Thursday
January 17th, 2008
6:59pm |
Today I learned that I'm an "alternate" for a girl in beginning drama, how ridiculous is that? It's not fair the girls in my class have been working on our monologues for months now and for Mr. Judson to pick someone from beginning drama is so stupidd. I wouldn't even care if it was someone in my class I was alternating for, but I know who this girl is and that just makes me angrier. Is it because shes taller, skinnier and prettier than me? Probably. Because she kisses Judson's ass? Probably because I dont. I think it would kill Judson to maybe turn my way once in a while for him to maybe take notice that hey maybe Laura is making some progress. But no, no one cares about you in that class. I honestly should have dropped it when I had the chance. |
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| Wednesday, January 16th, 2008 |
Wednesday
January 16th, 2008
7:14pm |
Today I learned I have a new disease myokymia- chronic eye twitching. It says it will go away when I relieve my stress, or catch up on my sleep. I'm sure that day will come soon. :/// |
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| Thursday, December 27th, 2007 |
Thursday
December 27th, 2007
7:53pm |
I wish that I could have someone talk to me in an accent all the time. I was listening to some interviews with my brother today of some English man and i just closed my eyes and listened to him talk. I feel like winter break is slipping out of my fingers tomorrow is Friday which means really only one more week.=[[[ And I have done virtually nothing except clean and eat. |
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| Saturday, December 8th, 2007 |
Saturday
December 8th, 2007
5:02pm |
I hate the fact that school follows me home. |
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| Thursday, December 6th, 2007 |
Thursday
December 6th, 2007
5:50pm |
Wouldn't it be good if you could stay?
So today Karina, Chelsea and I sat in photography. I act so crazy in photography, I just sit there and say the most ridiculous things and snort while people laugh at me. It different though from sitting in drama by myself and hating it. In photo I can just sit there and be dumb and myself and not feel like people are watching me or judging me. No one cares in photo and I think thats why I like it. And while Mr. Babuljak is spazy and stressed all the time, he's not like Judson who's an asshole and talks about himself. I count the days until the semester is over and I can get out of that bullshit class that we call advanced drama. |
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| Monday, November 26th, 2007 |
Monday
November 26th, 2007
8:01pm |
I made some cornbread and after I put it in the oven i realized that the box said it expired about 12 days ago. :///// And Lindsay yeah David Beckham soccer. =] |
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| Wednesday, November 21st, 2007 |
Wednesday
November 21st, 2007
1:35pm |
USA Mexico 06/02/2008 HOUSTON Friendly I jumped for joy. Houston isn't that far from Castro Valley. |
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| Monday, November 5th, 2007 |
Monday
November 5th, 2007
5:09pm |
Friday was brand new, I want to say it was as amazing as it was last time, but it really wasn't it. It was good this time not amazing. I was just annoyed at people I think and that kind of ruined it for me. I forgot that Vinnie was my favorite too. I didn't even pay attention to Jesse just because he looks like such a mope on stage. Vinnie was so funny I was watching him and I don't know he was just more entertaining than any of them blahblahblah Lena's right I'm a mope. |
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| Tuesday, October 30th, 2007 |
Tuesday
October 30th, 2007
7:05pm |
I hate the administration at school. dlasdjlad. |
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| Sunday, October 28th, 2007 |
Sunday
October 28th, 2007
3:54pm |
On Friday I went to work and fell asleep at 9:45 because I'm a grandma and woke up at 7:00 I was mad but whatever. Saturday I went to work again and my brothers soccer game which they tied. Then we ate pizza. I'm so boring. I stayed home today and watched three soccer games. Coruna lost and thats guardado"s team he played really good though. And then Pumas lost, and I was waiting to see Cacho but it turns out he plays on Pachuca and I'm an idiot. Then I watched Barcelona and some other Spanish team and Barcelona won. And its so funny because its a Spanish team, but Giovanni and rafa marquez are on it but they're Mexican. And messi he's Argentinean. Now I'm just waiting for Chivas and America to play so that I can see ochoa. =] Holy crap I'm lame |
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| Thursday, October 18th, 2007 |
Thursday
October 18th, 2007
10:12pm |
I've concluded that kids at my school are CARAZY. yeah its caaarazzzy. |
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| Friday, October 12th, 2007 |
Friday
October 12th, 2007
7:25pm |
This is bigger than me, I think it's bigger than you too
Lately I've been realizing who my real friends are. I have no idea why I still talk to Brandon, he's such a jerk to me and he's such a girl. I feel bad though because I know he only has about four real friends left and at the rate he's going he'll only have three next week. He keeps telling me I've changed and talking shit to me about Mikey like it's funny, it just goes to show I can't trust him. I always go against my gut feeling and tell him things hat he might be able to keep secret or maybe not bring up around other people so they can laugh at me. He tells me I've changed and yeah maybe I have, I think I've just realized what kind of person he is. Karina, Ariel and so many other people always tell me that he's a jerk but somehow I defend him. I think it's because I try to find the good in people, but lately I haven't found any good in him. :/ |
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| Wednesday, October 3rd, 2007 |
Wednesday
October 3rd, 2007
8:48pm |
I've been crying a lot lately. I think I'm just stressed about school and the future. I probably think I'm worse than I really am. I wish Monica could come live with us. My mom said she could if she wanted to, I worry about her. AND I can't find The Darjeeling Limited anywhere remotely close. I've been looking forward to this movie forever. Maybe I can ask Mr. Wilkerson where he's going to see it without being creepy. |
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| Thursday, September 20th, 2007 |
Thursday
September 20th, 2007
2:29pm |
I love staying home from school and not having to see marshments mouse like face. |
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